Another weekend is upon us! I actually woke up with a spring in my step this morning. It's a good feeling when you are ready to face the day instead of trying to bury yourself under the covers wishing you were dead. Depression is a BITCH. I hate it.
Anyway - I have some tentative plans for the weekend. My roommate is going out of town so I'm throwing a kegger party! ha ha That's a joke. I miss house parties though - I miss playing beer pong - I miss waking up and not knowing where I am, who's next to me and how I got there. Nah, not really, it's nice to wakeup without a hangover.
For real though, I think I'm spending the day with my friend David on Saturday. Him and I share the same homegroup and we've been friends since I first dragged my sorry ass into NA. We both sat in the back together and shared our love for poker, made fun of people in the meetings and talked shit about everyone. Now, we both sit in the front because he runs the meetings and I am the treasurer. We still talk shit about people, but it's not as obvious. He's really been killing it around town. He's a great poker player and I've decided my tight tight tight method of playing just isn't cutting it anymore. So, he's gonna give me some pointers. Should be a fun time. He also speaks at a homeless shelter once a month, so we are both going to speak over there this weekend. Good times. There is nothing better than a homeless shelter to bring some gratitude into my life.
Just a quick recap on Tim - remember I was dating him for about two weeks? Well, he disappeared off the face of the earth. Literally, everything was great on Sunday, we talked a little bit on Monday but I sensed some attitude coming from him and that was the last time I heard from him. I swear to god, this shit happens to me all the time. I can't tell you how many guys I've dated and then they just disappear - without a word. At least the Drama Queen told me what was going on as stupid as his reason was, at least he was honest and tried to remain friends with me. Tim could be dead for all I know. But whatever, it was fun while it lasted. I knew he was just someone to have fun with, I knew it wasn't going to last. He had way too much baggage anyway, he has two kids that live in Ohio by two different mothers. I don 't even know if he's paying child support. I think he has some outstanding warrants in Ohio too. He doesn't even have a car. I really need to meet a better quality guy.
I haven't been to the mall since I went to Florida in December. Isn't that crazy? I've been really good - so I think I'm due for a trip to the mall. Maybe this weekend.