Dilemma
So, Dancing with the Stars was on last night. I didn't watch it yet, I like to watch it on Tuesday nights. However, I heard that Kristi got the first perfect score of the season. Go Kristi. My pick to go home tonight is going to Marlee or Cristian. I think Marlee should go home, but she hasn't been in the bottom two ever, so I dunno.
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I haven't been to a meeting since Friday. I've been in a funk lately and even though the people in the meetings are my friends, sometimes I feel like they are super nosey and I wish they would mind their business sometimes. This happens to me every couple of months. I make tons of friends and I go to a lot of meetings and then I decide to maybe take a few days off and I throw myself into important stuff like watching T.V. And then, I get these messages from people that say "I'm worried about you" or "are you okay?" and then I get annoyed that they won't leave me the hell alone. I should be happy that people care and I am for the most part, but a part of me wants to be like "mind your own business" or "worry about your own recovery".
Anyway, like everything, it's just a phase and it'll pass.
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So, I have a dilemma...
June 6 - 8 is when the Bloggers come to town and June 6 - 8 is the Utah Convention that I was planning on going to with my sponsor and a bunch of my girlfriends. This is the first convention Utah has ever had so it should be a good time.
What to do what to do?
I really don't want to miss the Summer WPBT - they are always a blast.
Let me see a show of hands - who is plannning on coming to Vegas for the blogger gathering in June?



11 Comments:
I'm worried about you. Are you doing OK?
April 22, 2008
An Addict Alone is in Bad Company.... I can't tell you how many times I've heard that and each time I did, I wanted to throw something at them, however on the flip side, if people weren't calling us telling us they are worried we would feel as if we weren't important.
Convention vs Blogger gathering??
Follow your heart, and make the decision that is best for you, with that being said...... Conventions are awesome I always get a sense of renewal in my recovery.... Blogger gathering... that is always a great time to spend with friends.
April 22, 2008
How can you put the words "good time" in the same sentence with "Utah"?
April 22, 2008
Carmen, you gotta go to your meetings. It's when you withdraw that you're most at risk. But you know this...
April 22, 2008
Hmmm, I'm the worst meeting goer in the world. If my friends called me every time I missed a meeting I wouldn't be able to afford my cell bill. Hmmm, I can't afford it already. Conventions are a blast, about one of the funnest things they do in NA. How much fun a convention in Utah would be is debatable though.
April 22, 2008
Carmen those AA people are a cult but they are good for you too.. Take the good with the bad. Haha Baby! You know we all love you and do not bug you all the time. If you ever want to talk I have no life and you can cry on my shoulder or tell me how fucking good life is now or whatever. Just bring a snot rag if you cry. I don't clean up after you!!!
As far as the Summer Blogger thing I am a maybe so without me it is not worth your time. You know this. If I win the WSOP package then I am a probable and you should skip Utah. Maybe the AA cult is trying to join up with a polygamy cult and
sell you to the leader! OMG! RUN!! If some slimy fat guy is gonna sleep with you it is me first!!!!! hehe. Ok I am insane today. As always. I miss you. Peace out.
April 22, 2008
Holy shit what did I just write.
April 22, 2008
I HEART Waffles.
April 22, 2008
I'm guessing that Marlie goes.
Edyta just about stopped my heart last night. SHe is simply too hot to have clothes on...
:D
April 22, 2008
Since June 6 is my birthday I think you should be in Vegas. :-)
April 22, 2008
Go to Utah and do the blogging thing the next weekend when Tabbie and I will be there!
April 26, 2008
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