Well, I guess it's time to do a new blog post, I'm sure everyone is sick and tired of looking at the last post. I'm sorry to admit that I haven't gotten over the Hilary thing. I'm still fuming. I'm still pissed. I saw her at a meeting Saturday night and I just glared at her. If looks could kill that bitch would be dead. Sunday I was sitting at home still pissed off and I decided to send her a text. I wrote "when can I expect reimbursement for the cost of the registration and the banquet". She calls me back and says that she had to pay $70 out of her pocket for the hotel since she cancelled at the last minute and that we are even. Oh hell no! We are nowhere close to even because I didn't fucking cancel. That stupid bitch cancelled - she should have to pay EVERYTHING. Oh my god. The more I talk about the more pissed off I get. We got into a war of words over the phone and lets just say that I felt like I was back in high school. I'm not proud of my behavior or the immature slurs I threw her way, but damn I'm pissed. I don't know how I'm supposed to get over this.
To make matters worse, we have the same sponsor. We go to her house once a month and we share very intimate details of our life. In like two weeks are going over there for a holiday celebration. We are each supposed to bring a gift and of course some sort of dish and it's supposed to be a time of cheer and goodwill. I'm sure I'll turn it into a time of uncomfortability and unhappiness if I don't change my attitude.
I'm VERY close to finding a new sponsor which is ridiculous. I love my sponsor. We also share the same home group which means I have to see her ugly overly botoxed mug every single Saturday night. Yuck.
I need to get over it.
I'm so immature too - I realize that my behavior is a little over the top. I've been slamming her all over myspace and facebook. She doesn't even know how to use the computer so it's not like she's even seeing the stuff I'm writing. I just do it for fun.
I know I'll probably regret my actions somewhere in the future. I couldn't understand why so many people stayed away from her and why people were surprised that I was friends with her and now I know why.
Anyway, moving on...
Roommate left yesteray for Florida. He's gone for ten days and I have the house and Lucy all to myself. She slept with me last night and she must have been cold because she cuddled very close to me. I LOVE THAT! She's the best dog in the world.
Since I have to bowl tonight I either have to go home on my lunch break and take her for a walk or I have to rush home after work and before bowling to take her house. Either way I'll be gone for like 14 hours so something has to be done. Poor thing.
For the first time in many years I'll be spending Thanksgiving with my parents this year and instead of preparing a big crazy time consuming meal, we are going to the brand new Aliente Casino. I'm excited. I can't think of any better way to spend my Thanksgiving. I'm sure they are having something special they will be doing for locals and it's one of the only casinos in town that I've never been to. It's a win win situation.
Back to the grind...