What's the definition of "friend"?
Why is the word "friend" in quotes?? That's the question of the day.
Well, it's like this. One day we are friends and the next day I hate him. Days and weeks go by that we are inseparable and then a few days later he is nowhere to be found. He makes me laugh and he makes me cry.
It's a very on / off, hot/cold relationship/friendship.
I haven't the slightest clue where we stand right now. I'm not sure if I even want him in my life.
They say that the definition of "insanity" is repeating the same behavior over and over again and expecting different results. In N.A., they are referring to using drugs. In my life right now it's this "friendship".
He's completely unreliable. I never know if I am actually going to see him when we make plans. He breezes in and out of my life like the wind.
Honestly, I'm baffled. I promised myself I wouldn't waste another second thinking about him. He's already taken up too much space in my head as it is. Part of me wishes I had never met him at all, but at least I found out that I'm capable of having real feelings for someone, cause I was starting to wonder.
So, there ya have it. My crazy definition of "friend".