back again
Well, I'm back, again...
Sheesh! I'm beginning to sound like a broken record. If I even have any readers left, I wanted to let you guys know that I'm okay. I have been so inconsistent with my blog, I wouldn't be surprised if you guys all jumped ship.
At any rate. In my last post, I mentioned that I didn't go home for a night or two. Well, that night turned into a freakin week. I didn't go home and I didn't call for a whole week. I wasn't high. I wasn't out partying. I was basically hiding from my life or trying to anyway.
I feel like a piece of crap. What kind of person does that to her family?? They were so worried and I was just hiding underneath the covers pretending to be a five year old. Ridiculous.
Do you guys know that I don't even open my mail? My mom opens it all because I don't want to see it. Pathetic.
Eventually, I came crawling back home, apologized and explained that I wasn't trying to get away from them, but that it was just my life in general I was trying to avoid. Somehow they understood and I still have a place to live. Thankfully!
During the college tuition fiasco, I found out that I have a bunch of weeks left of unemployment, so I guess I will hop on the landline tomorrow and re-apply for those weeks. If it actually comes through, I will have TONS of back pay = that would be really awesome. I'll try not to get my hopes up though.
I'm not abandoning school. I'm still really psyched about the college and the program. I just need to get a better grip on my life before I commit. Plus, like I mentioned before, the free money won't come through until next year, so all signs poing to next year being my year.
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And now, I'm going to sit down and catch up on the past few weeks of True Blood that I missed. Can't wait. Are you guys loving this season as much as I am??
posted by CarmenSinCity at
Monday, August 16, 2010
4 Comments:
I second the vote for UNLV over a proprietary school's "entry level mish-mash" particularly since the schools generate the loans and then sell them. That program seems unfocused and shallow to me.
Unemployment extension: good luck.
Vampires, shapeshifters, ... well it may have received acclaim in the world of television but its escapist nonsense to me. I'd say it befits a slots player! (LOL).
Stay living at home. Be glad your mother is willing to open your mail for you. Don't hide under the covers anymore. Don't hide from us either!
August 17, 2010
Carm,
I'm glad you finally came out of hiding. You know better than anyone that your parents will always be willing to bend over backwards to to help you, so please don't shut them out. You've been through a lot over over the years, and they are always there to make sure that you come get through it.
Good luck with the unemployment, and I am loving True Blood this season! <3
August 17, 2010
I second FleaStiff's comments "Be glad your mother is willing to open your mail for you. Don't hide under the covers anymore. Don't hide from us either!" Carmen you have a boat load of friends. We all want the same thing for you. To be happy, healthy, and loved. You are loved, you are healthy, now darn it, be happy! :-) So glad you are back!
August 17, 2010
Make it a goal to post your 1000th blogentry on dec 31st :)
August 25, 2010
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