Well, I'm back, again...
Sheesh! I'm beginning to sound like a broken record. If I even have any readers left, I wanted to let you guys know that I'm okay. I have been so inconsistent with my blog, I wouldn't be surprised if you guys all jumped ship.
At any rate. In my last post, I mentioned that I didn't go home for a night or two. Well, that night turned into a freakin week. I didn't go home and I didn't call for a whole week. I wasn't high. I wasn't out partying. I was basically hiding from my life or trying to anyway.
I feel like a piece of crap. What kind of person does that to her family?? They were so worried and I was just hiding underneath the covers pretending to be a five year old. Ridiculous.
Do you guys know that I don't even open my mail? My mom opens it all because I don't want to see it. Pathetic.
Eventually, I came crawling back home, apologized and explained that I wasn't trying to get away from them, but that it was just my life in general I was trying to avoid. Somehow they understood and I still have a place to live. Thankfully!
During the college tuition fiasco, I found out that I have a bunch of weeks left of unemployment, so I guess I will hop on the landline tomorrow and re-apply for those weeks. If it actually comes through, I will have TONS of back pay = that would be really awesome. I'll try not to get my hopes up though.
I'm not abandoning school. I'm still really psyched about the college and the program. I just need to get a better grip on my life before I commit. Plus, like I mentioned before, the free money won't come through until next year, so all signs poing to next year being my year.
And now, I'm going to sit down and catch up on the past few weeks of True Blood that I missed. Can't wait. Are you guys loving this season as much as I am??