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what's up kids????????????

It's Sunday night - woot!!

The Ravens killed it today! Let's go Ravens Let's go.

Okay, my weekend was good. It flew by as quickly as if I was going to work tomorrow or something. Well, ya know, Salvation Army isn't a job, but it's a place I have to go to early in the morning and spend the whole day there, so it's like my job for now. I'm starting week 7 I think. I forget. I'm ahead in my work so I'm either on Week 8 or Week 9 assignments so now I'm confused as to which week I'm actually in. Well, my last day is supposed to be january 20th and I'm graduating on stage on January 27th.

So, this is super duper crazy. I'm at Salvation Army on Friday and this guy is holding open the door for me and I thanked him and then I got a good look at him and I realized he looked really familiar. I'm like "hey, I think I know you" and he's like "I know you too" and I thought about it a second and I realized this is the guy that i first started using really heavily with here in Vegas about 3 or 4 years ago. He was really young at the time and I barely recognized him because he's so much more healthier and grown up looking. I gave him a huge hug and told him I was so happy that he was alive cause I really wasn't sure what had happened to him. He said he had seen me before but wasn't sure if it was me. So, we've been texting back and forth this weekend cause he's in his last phase and gets to go home on the weekends and I used to hangout at his house a lot so I know his mom and his brother. I was kind of scared to do it. But, I knew his brother was even worse off than we were so I finally asked him about him. He told me that his brother did the salvation army program too and graduated. When he left, he got high again and overdosed and died. SHIT. I felt so bad about that. I had a really bad feeling about him actually and that's why I hadn't asked him about his brother. So sad. and very crazy. That actually happens to a lot of people though. They stop using for a while and then they go back out and overdose because the tolerance has gone down a lot and that's never a good thing.

So, my roommate just came home with a rental car and she said she's leaving tonight. She's in the room packing her stuff. I feel like I should be in there watching her to make sure she doesn't steal anything, but she's way cool and I haven't had any issues with either of the roommates, but she's the one that snores so that's a good thing. At least I won't have to deal with that anymore. Good times. Now it's just down to me and one other girl again.

Well, it's almost time for the big house meeting ( we have one on Monday and Thursday nights ) and I'm harassing the shit out of one of the guys that lives here so I gotta run.