I have been so depressed lately and I absolutely hate it. I've been in bed day after day after day and the only time I get up and leave the house is to go to class or to work. I haven't even been going to hardly any meetings and that's a VERY tight rope that I'm walking. I can't allow anything to fuck up my recovery but depression is so debilitating sometimes. I also haven't been feeling well. Seriously, it takes every ounce of energy I can muster to get in the shower and put on makeup for work.
Oh well. I know that it'll pass. In fact, I think I'm finally starting to feel better. I got a call today from Salvation Army and they wanted me to come in to update my application because they have a new position that they think I would be perfect for. I'm so excited!! I don't know any of the details about the position, but I'm honestly open to anything at this point. I don't want to get my hopes up to high so I'll just let you guys know more if it comes through. I did the legwork, I filled out the application and talked to the hiring manager so now it's in their hands.
Then, my dad noticed that my car is leaking oil so I had to take it into the shop this morning and as always, it's going to cost a pretty penny to have it fixed..... $600 to be exact. Well, it just so happens that I'm getting $500 back from taxes so there goes that check. Oh well. Easy come easy go. My car is 13 years old so I might have to think about getting something newer eventually.
Oh, and the best news is that I'm graduating from Drug Court for sure on January 25th and I moved into the last phase (Phase 4) earlier this week. I also had my last one on one with my counselor on Tuesday so finally all this court stuff will be behind me. It's been a long hard road but I'm so proud of myself for hanging in there.
Anyway, that's all from me today. GO RAVENS!!!!!